I am just starting to feel peace with this song again. My questions are left unanswered, but the peace is slowly beginning to return. I miss my little boy so much. It's still hard to breathe at times. But I am beginning to see and feel the Lord's comfort again. It does not remove the pain, but it gives me strength to press through it.
In the last months I have not been a "Hall of Faith" Christian. I have struggled with God. I have wrestled with truth and deception, assurance and doubt. All the "what if" questions? I've had them. In the end, there is a decision to make. Believe there's nothing or believe there's everything. I have to believe the latter. I can only believe that God is who He says He is and every word in the Bible is true. And if that's the case, what else is there but to love and serve Him?