Thy Will

I am already starting to feel better, health wise.  I am supposed to see the cardiologist at the end of the month and I expect a clear report.  Thank you for all the prayers.

Seriously.

Thank you.

Prayer is what is carrying me, sustaining me...and I appreciate my friends who love me.

With recent birthdays, I've been looking up pictures and I found this one...

It took my breath away for a second.  Knox looks so much like William in this picture, I had to do a double take.  Just a few nights ago, completely out of the blue, when it was his turn to pick a song for bed, he said, "Mommy, what were the rest of William's favorite songs?  That's what I want."  I wondered if Knox would forget him quickly.  Knox had just turned 4 when William flew home, but it's there.  He remembers...

Lyrics:

I'm so confused
I know I heard you loud and clear
So, I followed through
Somehow I ended up here
I don't wanna think
I may never understand
That my broken heart is a part of your plan
When I try to pray
All I've got is hurt and these four words

Thy will be done
Thy will be done
Thy will be done

I know you're good
But this don't feel good right now
And I know you think
Of things I could never think about
It's hard to count it all joy
Distracted by the noise
Just trying to make sense
Of all your promises
Sometimes I gotta stop
Remember that you're God
And I am not
So

Thy will be done
Thy will be done
Thy will be done
Like a child on my knees all that comes to me is
Thy will be done
Thy will be done
Thy will

I know you see me
I know you hear me, Lord
Your plans are for me
Goodness you have in store
I know you hear me
I know you see me, Lord
Your plans are for me
Good news you have in store

So, thy will be done
Thy will be done
Thy will be done
Like a child on my knees all that comes to me is
Thy will be done
Thy will be done
Thy will be done
I know you see me
I know you hear me, Lord