I lost my Hulk zipper pull last week. I realized it when I got home from a meeting. It was quite disappointing. William loved Hulk. He was determined to be big and strong and help those who were not strong enough to defend themselves...to overpower evil. And he has. I like keeping the zipper pull on me and thinking of how strong my little boy was. It was a heartache to lose it. But I've had several sweet friends who have been quite the bright spot for me. Thank you, all!
Here's a weird little "secret"... I keep those Hulk hands in my closet with William's favorite things. Sometimes I reach in and hold the little bar inside and feel close to him. It somehow comforts me that his little hand was in there and I almost feel like I'm holding his hand again. Not quite, but if I imagine hard enough, almost...